Lent – an Intimate Journey to God.
Fr. Vasile Catalin Tudora
What is Lent? By most popular definitions lent is a period of abstinence, total or partial, from food. It is basically a diet. If it is not understood as a diet, then is often considered a period of renunciation to some of our guilty pleasures like TV, chocolate etc. The Christian understanding of fasting however and especially the Orthodox one, is much more complex than simply “giving up”something .
So what is Lent? Of course during Lent we renounce some types of foods like meat, dairy products etc. This is an important part of our lenten journey, not to be forgotten or neglected; it helps the body become swifter and, less encumbered by heavy foods, it can rise faster to prayer and other soul enriching activities. Abstaining from food, although absolutely necessary, is not a goal in itself, but just a gate to greater things.
Fasting
is first and foremost an attempt to live, even if for a short period, closer to
perfection, to the Christian ideal; it is a return to the basics of humanity
before the fall. In Paradise Man was not concerned with food and the matters of
the body. The purpose of his existence was to advance in the grace of God by
remaining close to Him, trusting completely in His loving care. What came with
the fall was loosing sight of this dependence of God and becoming
over-concerned with the matters of the body, to a point when they completely
suffocate his entire existence.
Lent
is an exercise meant to help us break free from these bonds of material
necessity so we could redirect our efforts towards spiritual development. This
involves separation from the world (understood as passions) through fasting completed
by a more rigorous preoccupation with reaching a closeness to God through the
Christian works.
A
complete Lent rests on three pillars: fasting, prayer and almsgiving, uncovered
by Christ Himself in the sermon on the mountain (see Mathew 6:1-18).
The
first pillar: Fasting.
“Moreover when ye fast,
be not, as the hypocrites, of a sadcountenance: for they disfigure their faces,
that they may appear unto men to fast. Verily I say unto you, They have their
reward. But thou, when thou fastest, anoint thine head, and wash thy face; That
thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and
thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly.”
Fasting
should be a first and foremost a great joy, not a burden, an unwanted punishment
for our trespasses, but rather a willful renunciation taken upon as an
indispensable exercise that builds up the Man in Christ. We fast not only
because we have to, but because we want to. God gives the command but He
respects our freedom. When we freely choose to fast this should bring joy
rather than tears, because when we follow the lead of the Lord we are in
communion with Him. “If ye love me, keep my commandments.” (John
14:15)
Fasting
is not meant as competition but rather as a private matter, an intimate
achievement that ultimately helps us rediscover who we are and how we relate to
the others and with the entire material world. The ascetic exercise of lent
replenishes the meaning of things that might be taken for granted. If one
abuses even the most thought after food for example, after a while it becomes
mundane, unsatisfying, not appealing anymore. If one fasts for a time however,
when even the simplest of foods are tasted again, they recover their original
taste, texture, flavor and we are able to enjoy them again. Same goes for
everything we abstain from during lent according to the ancient teachings of
the Church. This is one of the great rewards of fasting that can only be
understood through personal struggle.
The
second pillar: Almsgiving
“Take heed that ye do
not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of
your Father which is in heaven. Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not
sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the
streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have
their reward.?? But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy
right hand doeth:That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth
in secret himself shall reward thee openly.”
The
alms are an evidence of our love for God expressed through the love of our
neighbor. On our love for God and on the love of our neighbor rests the entire
law of God. (Mat. 22-40). One cannot love God without loving his neighbor who
is made, just like ourselves, in God’s image. Honoring Him we honor God.
Many
times though, the purpose behind almsgiving can be derailed to its demise. Some
may give so others can see them and applaud, others to achieve some kind of
worldly status, or just to show superiority. Thus all their efforts are in vain
and their reward temporary, loosing the greater prize awaiting in heavens.
Almsgiving,
like fasting, should be part of our personal journey to God, that should be
accomplished for the sole purpose of getting us closer to Him through the
fulfillment of the commandment of love. It is about us, learning how to love,
how to care, how to be more sacrificial following the example of Christ Who
sacrificed everything for us. It is us becoming more Chris-like. That’s why has
to be a private affair, not a boasting opportunity.
The
third pillar:
Prayer
“And when thou prayest,
thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the
synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men.
Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. But thou, when thou prayest,
enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father
which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee
openly. But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they
think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. Be not ye therefore
like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye
ask him. After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in
heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our
debts, as we forgive our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver
us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever.
Amen.?? For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also
forgive you: But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your
Father forgive your trespasses.”
Beside
the most known prayer of Christianity, the Lord’s Prayer, we discover here that
just as fasting and alms, prayer is a personal conversation with God. Prayer is
not about shouting our love for God in the streets but shutting the door of our
hearts and finding God there, in the silence of a simple prayer. This makes
prayer a very private affair and an experience difficult to share. This is why
whenever asked how to pray the Holy Fathers rather gave a command than an
explanation: “Pray and the prayer will teach you how to pray.
This
is not to say that we shouldn’t participate in community prayer, by the set
rules of the Church Typicon, the Great Lent gives us plenty of opportunities we
should participate in, this is to invite us to take an extra step in our
personal encounter with God, in the privacy of our icon corners at home.
Here,
unhindered by the regards of other people, we can uncover another important
aspect of prayer particularly underlined during Lent: the importance of involving
the body in prayer. Man is not just spirit but also body, so to pray earnestly,
to pray with your entire being means to get the body to pray also through
kneelings, prostrations, standing etc. In this way the whole man participate in
the glorification of God by taking part in the ascetic struggle.
A
Fourth Pillar
A
house is more stable with four columns. Therefore to the three pillars above,
for added stability, we should add a fourth one: repentance. Jesus Christ spoke
about Repentance at the very beginning of His missionary activity. The reason
why is simple: we can’t get on the road of perfecting ourselves in the New
Covenant with the same baggage we were carrying in the old one, there has to be
a change. Repentance helps us get rid of our baggage of confusion,
misunderstandings, trespasses, uncertainties, unhealthy attachments and so on.
This involves careful examination of conscience based on the commandments of
Christ through participation in the mystery of Holy Confession, another
personal and private encounter with God.
Confession
is a truthful reflection of us just as we are, not as we imagine ourselves to
be when we glance into the mirror in the morning. Confession is about taking
the courage to trust someone (God, not the Confessor who is just a witness) so
much that you can be vulnerable and show your not so glamorous side. This is
the only way to progress, to know as weak we are as men so we can become
stronger in Christ. When we raise from Confession, unbothered by the weight of
our conscience and receiving the necessary guidance for our journey, we can
look now with hope to a future that rises up to God. Failing to receive this
Mystery is like refusing to ask for directions in a foreign land: one might
find the road by chance, but the odds are slim because our load is heavy and
the road is treacherous and full of enemies.
An
Intimate Encounter with God
Fasting,
almsgiving, prayer, repentance. These are the basics of our life in Christ that
we should act upon at all times, not just in Lent. Lent is like a boot camp, a
concentrated effort that should develop our taste for a higher responsibility
to our spiritual development. We are not saved by them alone, but they help us
be more receptive to the grace of God, to understand Him more not just through
intellectual exercise but through direct participation.
After
all Lent is an a journey to an intimate encounter with God that happens not in
far away galaxies, but right in the center of our being: the heart. Through its
various therapeutic means Lent helps mediate this encounter and restore us in
the grace of God. The journey of Lent is a journey of personal re-discovery, is
a return to our formal selves, is personal quest to regain our formal glory
lost through sin and self-centricity but regained through virtue and charity
accomplished by union with Christ.
Have a blessed Lent!
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